SLOTH
THE ACCUSER
To you first, you who believe you are innocent, you slothful ones! A heavy burden binds you to yourselves, heavier than coarse bread and heavier than the earth can manage. On you the guilt for all the evil that was not prevented! On you the guilt for all the good that was not done! A heavy burden! Because of you the world is going under.
CHORUS
By our own hearts we were forsaken. By their steep walls is our bed for the night. We are those doomed by life to a living death, thirsting in trance for the springs' water bright.
Our arms we twine hard around our knees, stilled by tension and not by repose. Above the wall's crest float the fresh trees. Beneath their roots we hear the springs ooze.
There are our lives. There are our souls. You who come punishing, what will you do to deliver us? If you know the way in, then all will be well. But if we go away from the springs, the desert storm will shrivel us.
Bring no pitchers to those hot, dry mouths! Never will we raise our hands for action, never - until we drink from the innermost wells. By our hearts' walls shall await transformation.
SOLO
You cry out. Within me echoes an answer faint. but deep in all my valleys abhorrence remains.
Someone there is, one solitary out of all my folk, willing to serve you, crier, to interpret, support.
But you see, I fear attack in the soul's world, the stupidity of the strong who conquer by the sword.
Let my manifoldness slowly heal away, then one day perhaps each drop of blood may answer your cry.
How inconquerable would he be in self-clear belief, who could grow into one in ripening peace.
How powerless from his living skin would the day's dust fall. How mighty in silence he would glide from the great noise of it all.
CHORALE
All that is split and scattered yearns to be healed and made better and asks for faithfulness yet. You live in our midst, around us. Yea, though our doubting bound us, Lord, you were hidden in it.
Translated
into English by David McDuff in "Karin Boye: Complete poems".
Swedish original
Copyright © 2005:
Translation from Swedish into English: David McDuff
Published with the permission of:
David McDuff, translation.
May and Hans Mehlin, Layout.
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